Morning Purgatory

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It’s almost 1 AM and I’m still awake. Somewhere between sleep…and purgatory, I swear. My creative mind is always at work this time of morning. I wrap up in a blanket, put on my slippers, make a pot of coffee and sit outside to smoke a cigarette. Working with the public is interesting. I spend…

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Drowning Drowns

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Maybe we are all some sort of subservient super beings. Born with a lack of empathy, for a reason. We are all brought into some sort of fucked up life, so we can pursue making it better until the day we expire. Some people have absolutely no control over their lives. Yet we expect for…

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Hearts Scream

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With so much beauty in this world, there is so much hate and ugliness. Discontent, pain and sorrow. We all feel these things. Sometimes daily. It pains me to an extent unheard of to see so much pain all around me every day. We all do the things we do because of a sorrow we…

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Releasing You

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I know what it is like to feel so on display. Sometimes we all wish we could just sit in an empty room an just be. Just exist. Without judgement. Without question. Or hesitation for that matter as well. It is okay to be yourself, you know? That weird personality we keep tucked inside. Only…

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Little Sick-o’s

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Hello lovelies. Did you miss me? No. I am sure that you did not. Seeing as society tells us not to show yearning for anyone else but ourselves. Or…perhaps you did miss me, yet the though of admitting that is terrifying. Just like admitting that you are reading this…right now. My thoughts. Id like to…

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Reality to REAL-ity

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I’m sitting at work. Clock says 11:48 am. Feels more like 5 o’clock pm. The wind is blowing so hard, it’s easy to predict that it will be a slow day. You’d probably think that people would choose a cold day like this to come get a coffee, go home and snuggle up. Although at…

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Raven

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Oh’er Raven, your black feathers Like faux leather Your sharp beak Red and bleak Follow me by day When I sleep Come around when I am weak Mock my efforts With enthusiasm Lurking around corners With phantomfathom Yet, I need you I can not finish because You won’t diminish.

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Faux Box

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I am in a box. I cant breath. If I stay in here, I’ll die. I don’t want to die. But I cant escape. Trust me, I don’t want to die. But I’ll die in this box. How did I get here? What did I do to deserve this. I know I’m not this flawed.…

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Princess or Promiscuous Mistress

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Once upon a time, the story started out as many. She, a fair young girl in constant need of affection. Was it her humble upbringings that brought this heavy burden upon her? Or was she born this way? Genetics maybe? The answer is still unclear. Though she did not find herself beautiful as most young…

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From Stone to Flight

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Being looked at as if I’m expected to speak, always know the answer, to entertain a subject is something I have never been fond of. Maybe this sounds silly but, I have always wished to be a statue. We admire statues. We fear statues. Statues are mysterious. Why is it here? Who made it? Is…

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